GET GONE
The Beginning of an End to a Beginning
by Eduardo 

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  Still the occasional day arrives full of deep emotions and feelings of grief. One minute feeling high on what is and what is to be, the next, to the lowest depths in pain of what is not. guess it takes a while to erase sixteen years of emotions.
I still cannot figure out what on earth this whole separation was about. I sometimes consider how ludicrous that the marriage failed not because of the usual reasons like drink, drugs, women, gambling, etc, etc. Not even because we feel out of love. But very simply, I was not providing enough! Yet I was providing more than most!
Like I say, ludicrous. The love that nurtured her, the money that fed her and lots of nice things from lots of nice places. She never really needed for anything physically, materially or spiritually, it was all provided except fulfillment of fantasies.
Oh those misguided dreams and fantasies that only instant miracles could provide. But whatever it is that drives her has consumed her and destroyed the reality and now appears to be destroying her.
I pick up on her sorrow sometimes and it disconcerts me.

  But life moves on and this is no longer the beginning of an end but an end to that beginning and the start of a new beginning. Which will last until the time comes, or does not. We live in an uncertain world, where consistency no longer exists through our lives. Change constantly happens and everything is in perpetual motion, so how can totally certainty of anything really exist. All we can do is make decisions today that will lead to a better tomorrow though sometimes, we make the wrong decisions and live to regret them in this life and maybe many others. Such are the failings of the human race.

  Now I am unconstrained by the shackles of another's shadow and its like learning to walk all over again. Life's stumbles can be fun though and they break the everyday monotony as well as keeping us on our toes and respectful of everything around us.
Oh that word, respect. Some preach it, but few follow it. While others try to enforce it with zero tolerance, which always fails eventually.
I love life, its a jewel, a precious enigma. Relationships may come and go as may fortunes, but underneath and inside that wonderful thing called 'life' continues in whatever fashion our thoughts guide it to. For some, their thoughts and actions make life a living hell of discontentment while others, see silver linings to every cloud and bright horizons through every storm and for them the future is always bright.

 Today I have started a new future with new people and loves. What was, is now just past writhing waters and far downstream, there are still ripples but the fresh waters are full and overflowing the banks with a new gentle abundance. I have clarity of my own destination now and no longer in constant battle to surmount the impossible objectives of others. Now I can spend time enjoying what I have and not in turmoil about what is not.

  But in a life that has proved abundant in surprises and challenges, it will be far from boring. There are many chapters yet to write and many more yet to happen. The ending? Who knows. That's for you and I to guess for now.