GET GONE
The Beginning of an End to a Beginning
by Eduardo

  
   Thursday 18:42
   Got up at nine this morning as today I have a lunch date with a lovely lady and really looking forwards to some fresh conversation about positive things for a change.  E is busy doing her pet hate, housework.  I told her to clean this mess of a house up.  It looks like a bomb has hit. Boxes and paper everywhere, I have not been able to even sit anywhere in it, except the kitchen.  The whole place looks as it is, that someone is in the middle of moving out and upside down with every little thing missing.  Please, please, get this damn stuff out, is how I feel. I want a house I can feel comfortable in, not something from a war zone, from Eliza going through it like a mad woman minesweeping everything.
And it has not stopped yet.  Lets see what was it today?  Oh yes, added to ever increasing list were the important things like I want a new microwave, a pair of double sheets, a duvet, towels, pillows and a stereo system.  The I want list is permanently involving.  Sixty quid here, two hundred there, her spend spend spend goes on unabated.   If I spent what I am spending just to buy sex, I could buy the whole damn brothel!  With total contentment, pleasure and happiness thrown in.  As it is I spend and get a load of crap about chasing karmas after the nooky.  So I am really not all that bothered whether we ever did it again and preferably I would rather not.  Its just sex now, gone are the feelings of deep loving passion and kissing.   I don't make love anymore, its just having sex and that's it.  Having said that, having sex with a caring latin blooded male is still a million times better than most do it when they make love!

  The day has passed quietly so far but looking at my watch, the time is closing on the lunch date at two and time to be off to smarten up.  Obviously Eliza knows where I am going and who with, but its only lunch and nothing more, for now anyway.  So I left her doing the chores for a change and off I jolly well went. Via, on orders from her majesty, the dry cleaners to pick up her small jacket top.  I went into the shop and presented this ticket expecting the bill to be about twenty quid.  When the chap asked for nearly sixty because of the alterations, I was shocked!  Carrying the flimsy piece of clothing back to the car I was very upset.  All I could think about was how this represented everything else with Eliza.  Spend, spend and spend big!  That's Eliza and that's been the problem all these years.  Never a care whether the money is there or not, just Eliza wants and Eliza must have. Immediately!

  Nice, very nice. I met up with my lady friend just after two and went to a pub restaurant on the hill.  Wow, what a gorgeous view.  We sat in a a front bay overlooking Petersham valley and the Thames snaking away into the far distance.  The food was good and hot, which is something of a rarity these days.  The company?   Good as well.  We chatted and ate and then chatted some more, enjoying the ambiance and repertoire.  Around four, my mobile went and I answered to Eliza, complaining that she had shopping to do and money to spend for sheets and things.  Then getting very upset that I was abusing the situation and taking too long.
"Hurry up."  She commanded as usual. "I've got things to do."
I just said cheerio and carried on.
Around five, the mobile goes again.
"Are you coming?"  She demanded.
"Be about half an hour and the shops are open until eight"  I coolly informed her.
"You'd better hurry up!"
"Okay."
I closed the phone and told my friend about the shopping to do, so that was it. We finished our drink and left.
When I arrived home, Eliza was as usual like nothing was happening and off we went to buy her desires.
A hundred quid later, we are coming home and she starts about nooky again and wanting it.
I was feeling really tired not such physically but spiritually, though still managed to perform satisfactorily.  After which I don't know, as I fell asleep.
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